Sunday, October 11
Thursday, August 13
Wednesday, July 1
The Come Back
Damn. I justed signed into my blogger account and realized the last post I made was on June 16th and it July 1st right now.
So this blog has no set topic just a few things that been on my brain.
Summer o9* has been going kinda of good so far*leads me to a subject after this one*
I done been to the pool, the beach, skating rink, etc....I been trying to do anything that can keep me busy.
But it seem like during the week I NOTHING AT ALL TO DO. It ridiculous....I sleep all day and text, watch tv, or listen to music. Most of the time its a combination of all of em....Makes me wish I had me a whip *car* I don't think I would ever be home. I been trying to get a job......but that south florida work force sh** aint even call a nigga back.
Although I have nothing to do during the week it gives me alot of time to think and reflect on my life.
And it seem like the past couple of days I been feeling like semi-depressed/ sad. But I can't seem to figure out why.
But I come to realization that sometimes I take myself through unnecessary changes that I can easily avoid, but I choose not to.
*BOYS*
It seem like during I have more time to talk to em and be social but it seem like every one I done talk to or talk to there's always some kinda flaw or turn off. Whether it may be clingynessness*Im not even sure if thats a word*, liars, trying to talk to me and you got a girlfriend *ex. niggas who got they gurl all over they page and then tryna holla at me; and yes im talking bout one specific person*
At this point in time in my life, I really don't see the purpose in being in a relationship because it seem like all the boys my age now a days wanna do is chase that cat *get some pussy for the slow reader* and I honestly can say im a proud virgin and im not gon let one of these niggas come do a lil sweet talking and then proceed to the next 2 F's Fuck and Forget[refering to the 3 F's some niggas live by F.ind em; F.uck em;F.orget em]
2010 needs to come really slowly.
But back to what I had in mind of talking about......it seem like I get emotional over the smallest things when it comes to dudes sometime, Im not sure if its because I like em so much or if its just me being an emotional 16 year old girl.
But im trying to break out if this phase....although im only 16 I done been through enough to know I shouldn't stress or cry over a nigga *boy thinking back on the middle school days I was so damn naive*
But on to the next subject I don't wanna get upset tryna express my feelings.
MICHAEL JACKSON
Damn. Who would have ever thought that we would see the King of Pop dead at the age of 50.
*R.I.P to Billy Mayes as; the dude who did all the oxy clean clean commericals he was only 50 as well*
But I remember the exact time when I found out he died my mom called me from work all frantic saying Michael Jackson died Michael Jacson died and Im just thinking to myself like OMG why the hell did somebody start this rumor. But as I cut the tv on there it was on the news.....I mean like I felt bad but it seemed like people was taking the shit over board.
I mean ima pay him his respect and the King of Pop and he will forever live in our memory but I done read on Mediatkeout that 12 people done commited suicide since he done died.
&&Im like wtf!!?! wrong with people in the world its not the end of world because he died....just keep him in your heart aint no need to go and jump of a bridge or get a gun.....its nots like your never gonna hear em again.....*hints the purpose of limewire,iTunes etc...other music places*
But on the real tip dude album sales is going to SKY ROCKET he might just out do 2pac.
Well thats about all for this post for now;
p.s. I didn't proof so excuse any errors.
So this blog has no set topic just a few things that been on my brain.
Summer o9* has been going kinda of good so far*leads me to a subject after this one*
I done been to the pool, the beach, skating rink, etc....I been trying to do anything that can keep me busy.
But it seem like during the week I NOTHING AT ALL TO DO. It ridiculous....I sleep all day and text, watch tv, or listen to music. Most of the time its a combination of all of em....Makes me wish I had me a whip *car* I don't think I would ever be home. I been trying to get a job......but that south florida work force sh** aint even call a nigga back.
Although I have nothing to do during the week it gives me alot of time to think and reflect on my life.
And it seem like the past couple of days I been feeling like semi-depressed/ sad. But I can't seem to figure out why.
But I come to realization that sometimes I take myself through unnecessary changes that I can easily avoid, but I choose not to.
*BOYS*
It seem like during I have more time to talk to em and be social but it seem like every one I done talk to or talk to there's always some kinda flaw or turn off. Whether it may be clingynessness*Im not even sure if thats a word*, liars, trying to talk to me and you got a girlfriend *ex. niggas who got they gurl all over they page and then tryna holla at me; and yes im talking bout one specific person*
At this point in time in my life, I really don't see the purpose in being in a relationship because it seem like all the boys my age now a days wanna do is chase that cat *get some pussy for the slow reader* and I honestly can say im a proud virgin and im not gon let one of these niggas come do a lil sweet talking and then proceed to the next 2 F's Fuck and Forget[refering to the 3 F's some niggas live by F.ind em; F.uck em;F.orget em]
2010 needs to come really slowly.
But back to what I had in mind of talking about......it seem like I get emotional over the smallest things when it comes to dudes sometime, Im not sure if its because I like em so much or if its just me being an emotional 16 year old girl.
But im trying to break out if this phase....although im only 16 I done been through enough to know I shouldn't stress or cry over a nigga *boy thinking back on the middle school days I was so damn naive*
But on to the next subject I don't wanna get upset tryna express my feelings.
MICHAEL JACKSON
Damn. Who would have ever thought that we would see the King of Pop dead at the age of 50.
*R.I.P to Billy Mayes as; the dude who did all the oxy clean clean commericals he was only 50 as well*
But I remember the exact time when I found out he died my mom called me from work all frantic saying Michael Jackson died Michael Jacson died and Im just thinking to myself like OMG why the hell did somebody start this rumor. But as I cut the tv on there it was on the news.....I mean like I felt bad but it seemed like people was taking the shit over board.
I mean ima pay him his respect and the King of Pop and he will forever live in our memory but I done read on Mediatkeout that 12 people done commited suicide since he done died.
&&Im like wtf!!?! wrong with people in the world its not the end of world because he died....just keep him in your heart aint no need to go and jump of a bridge or get a gun.....its nots like your never gonna hear em again.....*hints the purpose of limewire,iTunes etc...other music places*
But on the real tip dude album sales is going to SKY ROCKET he might just out do 2pac.
Well thats about all for this post for now;
p.s. I didn't proof so excuse any errors.
Tuesday, June 16
Ms. Nick Minaj
I had nothing to do today but be on the computer
as usual but I was listening to iTunes and a Nicki Minaj song came
on and homegirl and I thought damn she got skills.
So I did my lil research and found her latest mixtape Beam Me Up Scotty
the cover
and I was really impressed I liked almost every single song especially "Can Anybody Hear Me" and "Still I Rise".
Homegirl gon blow up soon[well she kinda already is]
Her and Drake like the only two in Young Money right now doing something right in the game in my opinion.
as usual but I was listening to iTunes and a Nicki Minaj song came
on and homegirl and I thought damn she got skills.
So I did my lil research and found her latest mixtape Beam Me Up Scotty
the cover
and I was really impressed I liked almost every single song especially "Can Anybody Hear Me" and "Still I Rise".
Homegirl gon blow up soon[well she kinda already is]
Her and Drake like the only two in Young Money right now doing something right in the game in my opinion.
Friday, June 12
Why must black women be so ignorant?
Well aparently somebody was sleeping with homegirl in the aqua shirt man and homegirl getting her ass whooped was gossping bout it.
But homegirl in the aqua short tore that ass up
But homegirl in the aqua short tore that ass up
She got that ass whooped, lmao. Im sorry.
Tuesday, June 2
MHMMM OK
Just looking on WSHH and saw this video.
It made me wanna cry just thinking bout how he died.
Saturday, May 30
So the media going nuts oner this whole Spectacular video
So here's the video
and I first saw it when it was MTO it caught me off guard so you know I decided to watch the video and see what it was all about.
Lord Jesus*excuse me for using it in vein*.
From the moment he said this is a challenge to Bow Wow*wtf? he dnt even dance*, Omarion, Chris Brown, Day26 I just thought to myself damn dude used to be hella sexy but now he just seem like he gay.
Lol. I even showed it to my mom and she was like"what the hell is he doing is he desperate?"
and he responses to it are so freaking hilarious
lmao.this dude couldn't even wear the speed-o
I honestly think that he made a mistake in putting this video out on the internet. It not only brought a bad name to Pretty Ricky[in which their career has been going no where for a while now] but now everybody thinks he's gay.
Poor spec-tac. Next time just keep the video as a memory instead of putting it on the internet for the whole world to see.
and I first saw it when it was MTO it caught me off guard so you know I decided to watch the video and see what it was all about.
Lord Jesus*excuse me for using it in vein*.
From the moment he said this is a challenge to Bow Wow*wtf? he dnt even dance*, Omarion, Chris Brown, Day26 I just thought to myself damn dude used to be hella sexy but now he just seem like he gay.
Lol. I even showed it to my mom and she was like"what the hell is he doing is he desperate?"
and he responses to it are so freaking hilarious
lmao.this dude couldn't even wear the speed-o
I honestly think that he made a mistake in putting this video out on the internet. It not only brought a bad name to Pretty Ricky[in which their career has been going no where for a while now] but now everybody thinks he's gay.
Poor spec-tac. Next time just keep the video as a memory instead of putting it on the internet for the whole world to see.
Sunday, May 24
Can I get Your Number?
lmao. I couldn't imagine a dude being this desperate to get somebody number....
Tuesday, May 19
Eventhough it comes on Noggin
This show takes me back to my younger days.I watch it with my little brothers and sister
lol. not an actual episode but I ♥ this show
lol. not an actual episode but I ♥ this show
R.I.P Roderick Anthony Burton II
Also know as Dolla
LOS ANGELES, California (CNN) -- A Georgia man suspected of shooting to death a 21-year-old up-and-coming rapper at a ritzy Los Angeles shopping center Monday afternoon is being held on $1 million bail, Los Angeles Police said.
Its a shame that he had to die the way he did. From what the media says they had gotten into and argument prior to the shooting. But I highly doubt it was something serious enough to take his life.
November 25, 1987 - May 18, 2009
LOS ANGELES, California (CNN) -- A Georgia man suspected of shooting to death a 21-year-old up-and-coming rapper at a ritzy Los Angeles shopping center Monday afternoon is being held on $1 million bail, Los Angeles Police said.
Dolla, whose real name is Roderick Anthony Burton II, was shot in the head about 3:10 p.m. at the Beverly Center, his publicist said.
Police later arrested Aubrey Louis Berry, 23, at Los Angeles International Airport, a Los Angeles Police statement said.
No other details were given about Berry, who was arrested on suspicion of murder.
Dolla, who was based in Atlanta, Georgia, was in Los Angeles recording his debut album.
He caught the attention of multiplatinium R&B singer Akon when the then-12-year-old Dolla was performing with friends at showcases around Atlanta.
The two collaborated on Dolla's first single, "Who the F--- is That?" which also featured another high-profile singer, T-Pain.
Another Dolla song, "Feelin' Myself," appeared on the soundtrack to the 2006 movie "Step Up."
According to his MySpace page, Dolla was born in Chicago, Illinois. His twin sister died at birth due to complications from an enlarged heart.
The family moved to Atlanta after Dolla's father committed suicide -- while Dolla, then 5, and another sister watched from their parents' bed, the Web page said.
Dolla began composing rhymes in elementary school and decided to pursue a career in music.
A source close to the record company said Dolla had just arrived in Los Angeles to work on his debut album.
Funeral services, which will be held in Atlanta, will be announced later, publicist Sue Vannasing said.Its a shame that he had to die the way he did. From what the media says they had gotten into and argument prior to the shooting. But I highly doubt it was something serious enough to take his life.
November 25, 1987 - May 18, 2009
Wednesday, May 13
Lip Biting Animal
Bizzle gotta be doing something right to be on WSHH.
Putting Miami on the map.
Video was straight minus the strippers.
Saturday, May 9
Don't Touch My Mama[lmao]
Whats amazing to me is that their egging this boy on to fight him and then [what i think its sounds like to be his mother the cause of the boy fighting him] telling him to ball his fist up and tell him to "whoop" that nigga.
gosh. black people we gotta do better
Monday, May 4
Saturday, May 2
Piercings.
So I been feinin' to get a new piercing in my ear.
Since I enjoy piercing that are different im aiming to get either thee industrial or the tragus.
eventhough i heard both of em hurt like hell......I'll know if I get em or one or the other.
Ice Cream & Gay?
lmao. so I was looking through WSHH.com
and stumbled upon this video
then I realized that I done some of their other video from the tube && i think they from Cali but this not the first video where they have been doing homosexual activity........lmao.
Lets just hope its all out of fun and games....
and stumbled upon this video
then I realized that I done some of their other video from the tube && i think they from Cali but this not the first video where they have been doing homosexual activity........lmao.
Lets just hope its all out of fun and games....
Trey and Tyga
I Need A Girl
So I already loved the song and the video made me like it even more.
It seem like since he went to the low boy[cut his hair] he has just gotten extra sexier, you could call it his grown and sexy.
I love him as an artist overall, every single song I have heard of his has been a good one.
Lol and its weird we have the same birthday. cool aint it?
Cali Love
So I first heard the song a couple of days ago and I kinda digged it, I ♥ the video......He actually took it back to the hood and showed where he came from; unlike some niggas who forget where they come from. He putting Cali on.....
Overall the video was straight, he got some talent......lets just hope he get somewhere under Young Money.
Wednesday, April 29
Pac Alive?
Tupac Resurrected (MySpace Exclusive)
Saw this when I was signing in on myspace and it caught my eye cuz it really look like him.....
Saw this when I was signing in on myspace and it caught my eye cuz it really look like him.....
Browsing Youtube.......
lol. If yall aint know this from one of trick daddy albums.lmao. the audio && then a re-enactment
I used to love him on 99 Jamz[local radio show].Big lip bandit morning show. I miss it.
Baby Boy [spoof]
Monday, April 27
Dreaming
Shut out from the world
you live in your perfect Utopia;
Perfect everything unitl that
one sweet day
When you have a little taste of reality and you see
everything is not what its cooped up to be; the
people you thought you knew disappear; the life
you thought you had all a LIE.
All thats left is your imagination in this Utopia and you say to yourself
FUCK reality everything I know is real to me.
All me; Not the best but I tried.
you live in your perfect Utopia;
Perfect everything unitl that
one sweet day
When you have a little taste of reality and you see
everything is not what its cooped up to be; the
people you thought you knew disappear; the life
you thought you had all a LIE.
All thats left is your imagination in this Utopia and you say to yourself
FUCK reality everything I know is real to me.
All me; Not the best but I tried.
Friday, April 24
Wednesday, April 22
Sunday, April 19
Friday, April 17
Cats need love too.........
So I was on the computer at about 12 something last night and my mom was watching tv in the living room.....and all of a sudden I hear her laughing and im wondering why because nothing is amusing on tv[it was a commercial]
I walk in the living and I see her almost in tears laughing and I look in the direction of my cat and I see him kinda dry humping the floor.......LMAO.
So im standing there like WTF?!?!?! is he doing......so for about 5 minutes he was either humping the floor or this lil toy lion that he chews on...
I recorded some of it [video later].
lol. I guess cats got the same needs as people.
I walk in the living and I see her almost in tears laughing and I look in the direction of my cat and I see him kinda dry humping the floor.......LMAO.
So im standing there like WTF?!?!?! is he doing......so for about 5 minutes he was either humping the floor or this lil toy lion that he chews on...
I recorded some of it [video later].
lol. I guess cats got the same needs as people.
Thursday, April 16
Go On[Ramble]
So I just found my new fav. son by Ne-yo.
good meaning behind it.
Go on Girl- Imeem it[or you could just listen to it on my page].
But theres been some behavior that got me to thinking why the males species acts the way they do.
The whole "I see you so ima be all over another bitch" attempt to make a girl jealous is so.......how should I say it; I M M A T U R E .
I think if a dude still got feelings for a girl then he should be young man & tell her how she feel.
Then thats the next thing why mostly every dude drop the "you know I dnt know how to express my feelings" line whenever a female ask them how they feel bout something.
Just be str8 up just cuz you say how you feel dnt make you a lil bitch or we yall might think other people may think.
Then it seem like every boy love to play this role on myspace. I mean I done seen plenty of dude who got the display name "oh i got a long line of hoes like a line of fire trucks" or "no cuffin' " when they know damn well they got a wifey somewhere out there.
I just wonder why is it so hard for dudes to just say how they feel it doesn't take to much energy just say what you gotta say and thats it; whether its good or bad atleast you saying how you feel.
But to end this post I just think that dudes should start expressing how they feel instead of using lame excuses they just man up and say what they gotta say......
good meaning behind it.
Go on Girl- Imeem it[or you could just listen to it on my page].
But theres been some behavior that got me to thinking why the males species acts the way they do.
The whole "I see you so ima be all over another bitch" attempt to make a girl jealous is so.......how should I say it; I M M A T U R E .
I think if a dude still got feelings for a girl then he should be young man & tell her how she feel.
Then thats the next thing why mostly every dude drop the "you know I dnt know how to express my feelings" line whenever a female ask them how they feel bout something.
Just be str8 up just cuz you say how you feel dnt make you a lil bitch or we yall might think other people may think.
Then it seem like every boy love to play this role on myspace. I mean I done seen plenty of dude who got the display name "oh i got a long line of hoes like a line of fire trucks" or "no cuffin' " when they know damn well they got a wifey somewhere out there.
I just wonder why is it so hard for dudes to just say how they feel it doesn't take to much energy just say what you gotta say and thats it; whether its good or bad atleast you saying how you feel.
But to end this post I just think that dudes should start expressing how they feel instead of using lame excuses they just man up and say what they gotta say......
Monday, April 13
O C D
"As we grow older together, As we continue to change with age, There is one thing that will never change. . . I will always keep falling in love with you".
I saw this quote on a website && in a WAY I can relate to it. I really don't wanna get into the whole situation but its like yeah yeah....eye-dee-kay.
Its like theres someone there but they aren't they and Im trying to wait and see what the future may hold before I jump to any type of conclusions just yet.....
this was a point less blog but I was kinda bored.
I saw this quote on a website && in a WAY I can relate to it. I really don't wanna get into the whole situation but its like yeah yeah....eye-dee-kay.
Its like theres someone there but they aren't they and Im trying to wait and see what the future may hold before I jump to any type of conclusions just yet.....
this was a point less blog but I was kinda bored.
Saturday, April 11
Before the Fame
He was just a regular youtube user making videos[back in 06]
They look so young
Before there was any record label[love this song. dnt know why though]
They look so young
Before there was any record label[love this song. dnt know why though]
S N L Hilarious
Im On a Boat ft. T-Pain
Jizz in my pants [not as funny]
Dick in a box [he-larry-us]
Single Ladies [Parody]
Jizz in my pants [not as funny]
Dick in a box [he-larry-us]
Single Ladies [Parody]
Friday, April 10
Leave The Liquor Alone
Lmao. "I just wanna say wassup to all my skinny girls; ayo guess what? ; Fuck yall I want a big girl; Yeah bring yo ass over here"
Terrence J was wildin'.
Wednesday, April 8
Wishful Thinking
So this has been the most boring Spring Break in years and it seems like there is nothing to do; So in this time of boredom I been thinking about alot of things;
Lmao. The may be kinda random but hey these things happens when your bored.
1)- How were trees created I mean not taking not consideration that they were created by god?
2)-Why is myspace all of a sudden the place to live your life [well at least give people the impression of what you wish your life would be like]?
3)-Are myspace celebrities really as cool as they are on myspace in person?
4)-Why is that most of the time in a relationships its always the girl that puts forth the most effort?
5)- Whats up with all the black boys using the statement "white boy tags; black boy swag" when a year ago you niggas used to wear nothing but shi* from Mashikos and other urban shops?
Anyway thats just a few things that have been on my mind lately but...............
I been watching this dude videos on youtube for a while now and he got some skills not only in dancing but he nice on his freestyles.
He a Miami native [I think] & he go buy the name Inikio
My Favorite
Lmao. The may be kinda random but hey these things happens when your bored.
1)- How were trees created I mean not taking not consideration that they were created by god?
2)-Why is myspace all of a sudden the place to live your life [well at least give people the impression of what you wish your life would be like]?
3)-Are myspace celebrities really as cool as they are on myspace in person?
4)-Why is that most of the time in a relationships its always the girl that puts forth the most effort?
5)- Whats up with all the black boys using the statement "white boy tags; black boy swag" when a year ago you niggas used to wear nothing but shi* from Mashikos and other urban shops?
Anyway thats just a few things that have been on my mind lately but...............
I been watching this dude videos on youtube for a while now and he got some skills not only in dancing but he nice on his freestyles.
He a Miami native [I think] & he go buy the name Inikio
My Favorite
Tuesday, April 7
Monday, April 6
Feinin' for some kicks
Dnt know where they sell these at but their really sexy
Graphics are mad dope
its purple so I had to slide up in here
Graphics are mad dope
its purple so I had to slide up in here
Youtube [Ramble]
Homegirl make me kinda embarrassed to say im from Miami. wtf?!?!"Just copped a new house ho!" lmao but she work in the flea market doing hair; but yet were in a recession eye-dee-kay i guess.
But she did get at Trina sideways.
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Remember this.......?
one of my favorite Kanye joints although i like this version of the video so much better
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Loved this show as a kid; I would get up at like 6 in the morning when I was in elem. school just to watch it[about 5 or 6 years ago.]
Would be hella cool if they did a marathon on it one of these days.
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Recently went through something with a few people and when I heard this song thanks to my homie Gara I related to it so much. Just listen to the words.[not a big fan of Jackio but she did her thing in this song. She reppin' the tre-oh-five right.]
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Local Artist- Dj Rhymer did a Remix to she got me
loved the song && i loved the remix even more. eventhough it seem like half Miami dnt like berg.
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Another local artist P.A. Teezy[security guard at Norland High]
Heard the song on somebody cell phone & loved it good dance music; plus dude can get down
A Performance-
The actual song-
lmao. He a sexy Haitian too.
Sunday, April 5
Just enough ull solve ya problems; too much a kill ya; Just because late night ramble
Its like 12:30 a.m. and for some reason I can't go to sleep.
So i decided to make a new post since its been a few days........currently listening to drake.
I love dat dude; I honestly think he has the potential to be a rap icon in the near future.
But anyway today was the longest sat. day ever. Started off kinda boring the usual; separating clothes, cleaning. Changed up a lil bit. Went to a water park in like Overtown/Spanish town[for the locals who live in Miami.]
Kinda boring to me had a major headache so it kinda spoiled my fun + we didn't even stay that long.
But onto to the purpose of this post.
I feel like life has been in some ways good and bad in the past couple of months. Grades looking good in school so that's one less thing i got to worry about when it comes to me madre.
But it seems like other things are slowly but surely falling apart; I mean I have always kinda been the one to keep my emotions in a way you might say bottled up, but it seems like as I get older I am finding a way to let them out through alternative ways instead of telling "friends"[lol you may wonder about the purpose of the "" marks; thats a whole nother subject.]
But it seems like I can hardly trust ppl in my life. the ones i confide in the most [me madre and sister] are about the only ppl I can actually say I trust.Its like the world we live in if you tell anyone your business you may have to worry bout hearing it from the local gossiper the next week.
As far as relationships go. eye-dee-kay what to even think about em anymore. Its not like I wanna be in one but sometimes[&& i know im not the only one who thinks this] you just wanna be able to have that one person to have some "cake"[miami slang] time wit; but its not always that way. I dnt know if its just Miami dudes but it seems like they all suffer from lie-syndrome; I mean if you wanna kick and be all caked up its cool wit me but dnt try to make yourself seem like mr.perfect mate n then have 15 females; stay true if u wanna be a shone be my guest just be honest bout it and dnt have me looking like boo-boo the fool. ya feel me?
Im not sure why this double standard exists but I hate it; the whole A dude can have a main and have sidelines but a female can't to me its str8 ^ bull shit I mean you can have yo fun but I can't? Please. I remember and argument I had with a friend and he swore up and down that it was nothing wrong with it while I on the other found it to be the most chauvinistic statement a guy can make.
But Im done trying to entertain the whole thing. If a nigga can call a female wife and have sideline then the girl can do exactly the same.
Switching from that subject[lmao i think I have A.D.D sometimes]
I read the incredible article in Essence today I think; It was about how they target gays and lesbians in Jamaica.
Reading it opened my eyes to so many differnt things. Im half Jamaican myself[my father was born and raised there] and reading it made me kinda ashamed to even claim the ethnicity.
Its so bad that the police officers dnt even try to protect them they actually take part in the harassment.
To say their tormented would be an understatement; Its so bad they chop,stone,stab,beat and shot them if they even think their homosexual in any kind of way or fashion.Where im from its almost like a trend to be gay now a days. But the women especially have it worse there; If their not beaten or killed that have to suffer one of the worst things a woman can go through in life [being raped]. Not only do they rape them but in some cases they gang rape them claiming that if they get a lil bit of good cock they would be set straight.
Its sad to read such things because to most Jamaica is known for its white sandy beaches and beautiful scenery but they have such a big problem with homosexuality.
Theres alot more on my mind about the subject but writing all of these has made me kinda tired so ima finish this some other day and go watch some late night TV.
HOT CAKEZ N BOOTY
Lmao. Love this video. Krop High School; Miami Fl
Just shows how bored ppl can get
So i decided to make a new post since its been a few days........currently listening to drake.
I love dat dude; I honestly think he has the potential to be a rap icon in the near future.
But anyway today was the longest sat. day ever. Started off kinda boring the usual; separating clothes, cleaning. Changed up a lil bit. Went to a water park in like Overtown/Spanish town[for the locals who live in Miami.]
Kinda boring to me had a major headache so it kinda spoiled my fun + we didn't even stay that long.
But onto to the purpose of this post.
I feel like life has been in some ways good and bad in the past couple of months. Grades looking good in school so that's one less thing i got to worry about when it comes to me madre.
But it seems like other things are slowly but surely falling apart; I mean I have always kinda been the one to keep my emotions in a way you might say bottled up, but it seems like as I get older I am finding a way to let them out through alternative ways instead of telling "friends"[lol you may wonder about the purpose of the "" marks; thats a whole nother subject.]
But it seems like I can hardly trust ppl in my life. the ones i confide in the most [me madre and sister] are about the only ppl I can actually say I trust.Its like the world we live in if you tell anyone your business you may have to worry bout hearing it from the local gossiper the next week.
As far as relationships go. eye-dee-kay what to even think about em anymore. Its not like I wanna be in one but sometimes[&& i know im not the only one who thinks this] you just wanna be able to have that one person to have some "cake"[miami slang] time wit; but its not always that way. I dnt know if its just Miami dudes but it seems like they all suffer from lie-syndrome; I mean if you wanna kick and be all caked up its cool wit me but dnt try to make yourself seem like mr.perfect mate n then have 15 females; stay true if u wanna be a shone be my guest just be honest bout it and dnt have me looking like boo-boo the fool. ya feel me?
Im not sure why this double standard exists but I hate it; the whole A dude can have a main and have sidelines but a female can't to me its str8 ^ bull shit I mean you can have yo fun but I can't? Please. I remember and argument I had with a friend and he swore up and down that it was nothing wrong with it while I on the other found it to be the most chauvinistic statement a guy can make.
But Im done trying to entertain the whole thing. If a nigga can call a female wife and have sideline then the girl can do exactly the same.
Switching from that subject[lmao i think I have A.D.D sometimes]
I read the incredible article in Essence today I think; It was about how they target gays and lesbians in Jamaica.
Reading it opened my eyes to so many differnt things. Im half Jamaican myself[my father was born and raised there] and reading it made me kinda ashamed to even claim the ethnicity.
Its so bad that the police officers dnt even try to protect them they actually take part in the harassment.
To say their tormented would be an understatement; Its so bad they chop,stone,stab,beat and shot them if they even think their homosexual in any kind of way or fashion.Where im from its almost like a trend to be gay now a days. But the women especially have it worse there; If their not beaten or killed that have to suffer one of the worst things a woman can go through in life [being raped]. Not only do they rape them but in some cases they gang rape them claiming that if they get a lil bit of good cock they would be set straight.
Its sad to read such things because to most Jamaica is known for its white sandy beaches and beautiful scenery but they have such a big problem with homosexuality.
Theres alot more on my mind about the subject but writing all of these has made me kinda tired so ima finish this some other day and go watch some late night TV.
Lmao. Love this video. Krop High School; Miami Fl
Just shows how bored ppl can get
Monday, March 30
What is the world coming to?
It seem like anybody can make a song now a days
there was I just wanna fuck[between 2-3 minutes in saying in repetition I just wanna fuck], crank dat billie jean, cank dat batman, stanky leg
then there is the most recent one that has been brought to my attention:
there was I just wanna fuck[between 2-3 minutes in saying in repetition I just wanna fuck], crank dat billie jean, cank dat batman, stanky leg
then there is the most recent one that has been brought to my attention:
Bad Girls Clubs
So I was up at like 1:30 last night and I turned to Oxygen and caught the infamous episode where "the fight" occurred.
So it was the most bogus fight I have ever seen in my life I wouldn't even consider that to be an actual fight. For one Boston caught Amber off guard[and she was drunk at that] and started grabbing her by her hair [don't wanna make it a stereo type but typical white girl fight] and then Ailea old skanky ass decided that she was going to get her off guard and kick her in the face [punk move].
And I dnt blame her for taking off her shoe and trying to defend herself. I don't blame her if 5 females was coming at me I would do the same thing.
Yeah Tiffany tried to get the shoe out of her hand but then she ended up snapping on her and they ended up ganging up on her.
Honestly I didn't see the actual reason for them to jump her; It seem like they just wanted to release all the built up anger from all the stuff they went through the whole season.
The fab 5 should really be called the Fabulously Fake 5. All they do is follow one another in the click.
In the aftermath of the fight Tiffany claimed she felt bad and she should have because she was sort of the reason that Amber ended up being jumped by all of them, while all the others were "Yeah we beat that bitch up; she got her ass jumped etc...." she was in the wrong but it was good that she owned up to what she did like a real woman would.
As far as the rest of episode goes I have no clue as to what happen because I had school this morning[lmao. funny thing I'm writing this blog while I should be doing work]. But I know on Tuesday I'm watching the reunion because from the commercial it looks like its going to be pretty interesting
So it was the most bogus fight I have ever seen in my life I wouldn't even consider that to be an actual fight. For one Boston caught Amber off guard[and she was drunk at that] and started grabbing her by her hair [don't wanna make it a stereo type but typical white girl fight] and then Ailea old skanky ass decided that she was going to get her off guard and kick her in the face [punk move].
And I dnt blame her for taking off her shoe and trying to defend herself. I don't blame her if 5 females was coming at me I would do the same thing.
Yeah Tiffany tried to get the shoe out of her hand but then she ended up snapping on her and they ended up ganging up on her.
Honestly I didn't see the actual reason for them to jump her; It seem like they just wanted to release all the built up anger from all the stuff they went through the whole season.
The fab 5 should really be called the Fabulously Fake 5. All they do is follow one another in the click.
In the aftermath of the fight Tiffany claimed she felt bad and she should have because she was sort of the reason that Amber ended up being jumped by all of them, while all the others were "Yeah we beat that bitch up; she got her ass jumped etc...." she was in the wrong but it was good that she owned up to what she did like a real woman would.
As far as the rest of episode goes I have no clue as to what happen because I had school this morning[lmao. funny thing I'm writing this blog while I should be doing work]. But I know on Tuesday I'm watching the reunion because from the commercial it looks like its going to be pretty interesting
Sunday, March 29
So I was just browsing the web and found..........
loon is now a Muslim
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The truth behind down-low mean; from the perspective of a down-low an himself
"First of all, I would like to say emphatically that to all black women - I LOVE YOU!!!!. I respect you. I adore you. To me, there is nothing more powerful nor more sexy nor more divine than seeing you walk proudly in the sunlight of your blackness, your femininity, your sexuality, your sass, your strength, and your spirituality.
But sometimes, I want to taste a man.....
It's not that I'm gay, homosexual, bisexual or any of those things. I don't claim any of those titles and so if you ask me if I'm gay, homo, or bi - I'll tell you "No". I'm just a brother that knows what he likes. That's all.
Now, if you ask me if I have sex with men, I'll tell you "No". Yes, I know that lying is wrong and God don't like ugly. But, if I laid with you, and made sweet love to you, and then told you that sometimes I like to go inside a man....you wouldn't want me. Our relationship would be over. And, more than likely, you would "warn" your friends about me. And so, I lie. Not because I am trying to deceive you, but because I just don't think you need to know. All it will do is destroy what we have.
You see, honesty is not as simple as you think....
One day I'll stop, I'll settle down with my black queen. I can't promise that I'll completely stop experiencing men. There's just something about it that draws me. But, I do know that I won't do it nearly as much. Well, I don't know that, but I don't think I'll do it as much.
To the woman I will one day marry : I promise to be a good husband, and a good father to our children, and a good grandfather to our children. I'll love you, and protect you, and cherish you, and make you laugh, and dry your tears, try to give you the kind of home you have always wanted, and do my best to make your life as happy as it can be.
But sometimes, I'll still want a man...... "
wth? i mean like if you like women that's one thing but if you know you like a taste of dick too then you should have atleast have the upmost respect to warn her; forget that she might leave you should take into consideration that you may be putting her at risk of so many things..like HIV/AIDs which is on the rise among African American men.
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Drake is one of the best upcoming rappers in the game
Bet nobody even remember old dude from when he was on Degrassi.
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The truth behind down-low mean; from the perspective of a down-low an himself
"First of all, I would like to say emphatically that to all black women - I LOVE YOU!!!!. I respect you. I adore you. To me, there is nothing more powerful nor more sexy nor more divine than seeing you walk proudly in the sunlight of your blackness, your femininity, your sexuality, your sass, your strength, and your spirituality.
But sometimes, I want to taste a man.....
It's not that I'm gay, homosexual, bisexual or any of those things. I don't claim any of those titles and so if you ask me if I'm gay, homo, or bi - I'll tell you "No". I'm just a brother that knows what he likes. That's all.
Now, if you ask me if I have sex with men, I'll tell you "No". Yes, I know that lying is wrong and God don't like ugly. But, if I laid with you, and made sweet love to you, and then told you that sometimes I like to go inside a man....you wouldn't want me. Our relationship would be over. And, more than likely, you would "warn" your friends about me. And so, I lie. Not because I am trying to deceive you, but because I just don't think you need to know. All it will do is destroy what we have.
You see, honesty is not as simple as you think....
One day I'll stop, I'll settle down with my black queen. I can't promise that I'll completely stop experiencing men. There's just something about it that draws me. But, I do know that I won't do it nearly as much. Well, I don't know that, but I don't think I'll do it as much.
To the woman I will one day marry : I promise to be a good husband, and a good father to our children, and a good grandfather to our children. I'll love you, and protect you, and cherish you, and make you laugh, and dry your tears, try to give you the kind of home you have always wanted, and do my best to make your life as happy as it can be.
But sometimes, I'll still want a man...... "
wth? i mean like if you like women that's one thing but if you know you like a taste of dick too then you should have atleast have the upmost respect to warn her; forget that she might leave you should take into consideration that you may be putting her at risk of so many things..like HIV/AIDs which is on the rise among African American men.
------------------------------------------------------------->
Drake is one of the best upcoming rappers in the game
Bet nobody even remember old dude from when he was on Degrassi.
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