So i decided to make a new post since its been a few days........currently listening to drake.
I love dat dude; I honestly think he has the potential to be a rap icon in the near future.
But anyway today was the longest sat. day ever. Started off kinda boring the usual; separating clothes, cleaning. Changed up a lil bit. Went to a water park in like Overtown/Spanish town[for the locals who live in Miami.]
Kinda boring to me had a major headache so it kinda spoiled my fun + we didn't even stay that long.
But onto to the purpose of this post.
I feel like life has been in some ways good and bad in the past couple of months. Grades looking good in school so that's one less thing i got to worry about when it comes to me madre.
But it seems like other things are slowly but surely falling apart; I mean I have always kinda been the one to keep my emotions in a way you might say bottled up, but it seems like as I get older I am finding a way to let them out through alternative ways instead of telling "friends"[lol you may wonder about the purpose of the "" marks; thats a whole nother subject.]
But it seems like I can hardly trust ppl in my life. the ones i confide in the most [me madre and sister] are about the only ppl I can actually say I trust.Its like the world we live in if you tell anyone your business you may have to worry bout hearing it from the local gossiper the next week.
As far as relationships go. eye-dee-kay what to even think about em anymore. Its not like I wanna be in one but sometimes[&& i know im not the only one who thinks this] you just wanna be able to have that one person to have some "cake"[miami slang] time wit; but its not always that way. I dnt know if its just Miami dudes but it seems like they all suffer from lie-syndrome; I mean if you wanna kick and be all caked up its cool wit me but dnt try to make yourself seem like mr.perfect mate n then have 15 females; stay true if u wanna be a shone be my guest just be honest bout it and dnt have me looking like boo-boo the fool. ya feel me?
Im not sure why this double standard exists but I hate it; the whole A dude can have a main and have sidelines but a female can't to me its str8 ^ bull shit I mean you can have yo fun but I can't? Please. I remember and argument I had with a friend and he swore up and down that it was nothing wrong with it while I on the other found it to be the most chauvinistic statement a guy can make.
But Im done trying to entertain the whole thing. If a nigga can call a female wife and have sideline then the girl can do exactly the same.
Switching from that subject[lmao i think I have A.D.D sometimes]
I read the incredible article in Essence today I think; It was about how they target gays and lesbians in Jamaica.
Reading it opened my eyes to so many differnt things. Im half Jamaican myself[my father was born and raised there] and reading it made me kinda ashamed to even claim the ethnicity.
Its so bad that the police officers dnt even try to protect them they actually take part in the harassment.
To say their tormented would be an understatement; Its so bad they chop,stone,stab,beat and shot them if they even think their homosexual in any kind of way or fashion.Where im from its almost like a trend to be gay now a days. But the women especially have it worse there; If their not beaten or killed that have to suffer one of the worst things a woman can go through in life [being raped]. Not only do they rape them but in some cases they gang rape them claiming that if they get a lil bit of good cock they would be set straight.
Its sad to read such things because to most Jamaica is known for its white sandy beaches and beautiful scenery but they have such a big problem with homosexuality.
Theres alot more on my mind about the subject but writing all of these has made me kinda tired so ima finish this some other day and go watch some late night TV.
Lmao. Love this video. Krop High School; Miami Fl
Just shows how bored ppl can get
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