The Come Back

Damn. I justed signed into my blogger account and realized the last post I made was on June 16th and it July 1st right now.

So this blog has no set topic just a few things that been on my brain.


Summer o9* has been going kinda of good so far*leads me to a subject after this one*
I done been to the pool, the beach, skating rink, etc....I been trying to do anything that can keep me busy.

But it seem like during the week I NOTHING AT ALL TO DO. It ridiculous....I sleep all day and text, watch tv, or listen to music. Most of the time its a combination of all of em....Makes me wish I had me a whip *car* I don't think I would ever be home. I been trying to get a job......but that south florida work force sh** aint even call a nigga back.

Although I have nothing to do during the week it gives me alot of time to think and reflect on my life.

And it seem like the past couple of days I been feeling like semi-depressed/ sad. But I can't seem to figure out why.
But I come to realization that sometimes I take myself through unnecessary changes that I can easily avoid, but I choose not to.

*BOYS*
It seem like during I have more time to talk to em and be social but it seem like every one I done talk to or talk to there's always some kinda flaw or turn off. Whether it may be clingynessness*Im not even sure if thats a word*, liars, trying to talk to me and you got a girlfriend *ex. niggas who got they gurl all over they page and then tryna holla at me; and yes im talking bout one specific person*

At this point in time in my life, I really don't see the purpose in being in a relationship because it seem like all the boys my age now a days wanna do is chase that cat *get some pussy for the slow reader* and I honestly can say im a proud virgin and im not gon let one of these niggas come do a lil sweet talking and then proceed to the next 2 F's Fuck and Forget[refering to the 3 F's some niggas live by F.ind em; F.uck em;F.orget em]


2010 needs to come really slowly.

But back to what I had in mind of talking about......it seem like I get emotional over the smallest things when it comes to dudes sometime, Im not sure if its because I like em so much or if its just me being an emotional 16 year old girl.
But im trying to break out if this phase....although im only 16 I done been through enough to know I shouldn't stress or cry over a nigga *boy thinking back on the middle school days I was so damn naive*


But on to the next subject I don't wanna get upset tryna express my feelings.


MICHAEL JACKSON

Damn. Who would have ever thought that we would see the King of Pop dead at the age of 50.
*R.I.P to Billy Mayes as; the dude who did all the oxy clean clean commericals he was only 50 as well*

But I remember the exact time when I found out he died my mom called me from work all frantic saying Michael Jackson died Michael Jacson died and Im just thinking to myself like OMG why the hell did somebody start this rumor. But as I cut the tv on there it was on the news.....I mean like I felt bad but it seemed like people was taking the shit over board.

I mean ima pay him his respect and the King of Pop and he will forever live in our memory but I done read on Mediatkeout that 12 people done commited suicide since he done died.

&&Im like wtf!!?! wrong with people in the world its not the end of world because he died....just keep him in your heart aint no need to go and jump of a bridge or get a gun.....its nots like your never gonna hear em again.....*hints the purpose of limewire,iTunes etc...other music places*

But on the real tip dude album sales is going to SKY ROCKET he might just out do 2pac.


Well thats about all for this post for now;


p.s. I didn't proof so excuse any errors.